Perth Life

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e LLie
05August
22
Western Australia - Perth
Curtin University
Year 2

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~~Trip to Melbourne~~
~~Trip back to SG~~
THAT certificate
A place called HOME in AU
Red Swift
TR Visa
PR Visa
Next trip back to SG
To MBS and RWS
Trip to Queensland
A Job

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Monday, May 04, 2009

I duno why at this point of time, i'm here blogging. I just feel like it.

Somehow, childhood memories are back.. to haunt me..

It reminds me of my Dad. Someone whom i'm afraid of. Most of the time, i dislike him cause the way i'm brought up, by him, is wrong. Totally wrong. He thinks that almost everything i do, is wrong. Every now and then, would nag at me, control me on whateva thing i do. I can say that i'm not happy in the family, with him, most of the time. Sometimes he really dote on me. But he never knew the problem with him is that he thinks he is always right and he is the official "Fan dui dang". So anyone who resembles him, i hate.

And because of him, i yearn for alot of things. Things that i never had before. Things that i'm not allowed to have ever since i'm young. People used to describe me as blah blah blah (positive stuffs). But now, in Perth, people look at me in another way. At least for the person i cared for, here in Perth. This person looked at me the way nobody had looked at me before. It hurts. It really hurts. It makes me wonder, what kind of person i actually portray to others all the time? I start to feel lost.

It makes me ponder alot of things...........

Usually people will only grow up when they experience a blow, ain't it. Maybe.... Maybe......

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